I know this is a bad time to be feeling this way, since I'm stuck working more over the holidays, but I've once again reached that threshold where I kind of emotionally can't stand being at work. Dealing with hundreds of customers every single day, on top of around twenty whining, infantile coworkers who can't see beyond their own assholes, from Monday through Saturday? I nearly walked out in the middle of a shift last night, and almost cried at work again tonight, because I'm just emotionally exhausted. I know I've been really vulnerable for a lot of reason over the last few months (issues over school, writing/publishing, family), and I already know my anxiety/depression has been out of control lately, but I just....want a break. Like, a real break. From everyone.
I hate feeling so overwhelmed all the time, like I can't cope with anything. I just don't want to always feel like I'm falling apart.