Ever stop to wonder why Peter seemed so chipper when he and Mo went to the bar to get HRG at the end of last week's episode? Or just what they were doing outside the whole time? Well, now you'll know.

Title: Never quite enough
Author: eonism
Rating: NC17
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder
Word Count: 2,128
Author's notes: During the events of 3x16. Direct sequel to The hotel song
Summary: Something like a smile sloped in the corner of Peter’s mouth. “Don’t get too comfortable,” he said, a hand making its way to Mohinder’s shoulder from across the driver's side of the bench seat. “We wait for Matt’s signal then we’re in, remember?”

( The plan was as good as anything else they’d come up with. )

I read through it three times for errors, but I'm half blind so I probably missed some. My bad.

The first Heroes fic I've written since July. And it's porn, too. You're welcome.

Title: The hotel song
Author: eonism
Rating: NC17
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder
Word Count: 3,555
Author's notes: Between the events of 3x15 and 3x16. Spoilers for current volume? Perhaps
Summary: He heard his name behind the creak of door hinges. When Mohinder lifted his head to turn Peter was in the doorway. His hair was wet and he’d changed shirts, from the black sweater he’s worn for three counties to a white t-shirt that’s too tight in the shoulders. Mohinder swallowed.

( The bed was too small for sex. )

Beta'd to the best of my abilities, e.g., until I went cross-eyed and gave up. If I missed something just poke me, I'll fix it.

You knew this was coming. I'm just surprised it took as long as it did.



( 11 icons + 2 headers )

Enjoy.

...I kind of gathered from the feedback meme that everybody misses my fanfiction. (Although telling me my original fic "isn't avant garde, it just sucks" is no way to try to lure me back to writing it, if that was your intention. Kind of makes me want to ask you to remove me from your friends list if you're just going to use a feedback meme to flame me, but hey.) I wish I could say something to make people feel better about it, but I can't.

I wrote fanfiction for nine years, and it really just stopped being fun for me. The Heroes fandom and I had some good times, but it was also one of the most stressful fandoms I've been in since I started posting online. Somewhere along the way I went from random anonynmous writer to Big Name Fan, or at least that's what I was told, because suddenly everybody loved me or hated me or talked crap about me or was afraid to talk to me at all, because I was too good. Whatever that means. A lot of people in this fandom are needy and passive-aggressive, and it was very tiring to try to keep up with them for two years. And now that I've lost interest in the show, I'm not going back.

Granted, I still watch Heroes most of the time, but not for the same reasons. Everything I loved about the characters in season one has been disregarded for the sake of plot twists, action scenes and special effects, and that's fine. Sure there's been a few Peter/Mohinder scenes this season, but it's not the same. It hasn't been the same since 1x23, and no matter how many alternate-reality, canon-defying versions of the story I write, it's not them. I realized a while back I'm not even writing the characters anymore, just shades of characterizations, or general themes that I saw in S1 and I'm still attached to. And if that's the case, then I'll go write somebody else.

So I am. I wrote over one hundred Peter/Mohinder stories based more on themes and metaphors and emotional representations than the actual characters or storyline, and those stories are mine. I'm rewriting them and working parts of them into a larger body of work, because all I've done for two years was tell a love story in one hundred different ways. Even if the names and faces are different, the things I was trying to convey are still the same, and still mean a lot to me. I imagine they meant a lot to other people, too, which is why people seem to miss the fanfiction.

I guess all I'm trying to say is this: If you loved the fanfiction, thanks for reading, and I would appreciate if you could give my original stuff a try when I start posting more polished work. If not, I understand, but I'm not going back to fanfiction anytime soon. Maybe if I get home from work on a Monday night and find something inspiring in the show I might come back to writing for it, but for now, I have other priorities.

Title: Too late to say you're sorry
Author: eonism
Rating: NC17
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder
Word Count: 1,982
Author's notes: Dedicated to/requested by/written for gatheringlight. Also, I proof-read this until my eyeballs fell out, so if I missed anything, just let me know.
Summary: There was no saying sorry.

( 'I thought you were dead.' )

A quick little cute one, because things are about to get emo.

Title: Looking for satellites
Author: eonism
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder
Word Count: 1,788
Author's notes: Takes place after Sunshine and red plastic seats. General season two spoiler stuff.
Summary: Apartment hunting was not something Mohinder felt he was best equipped to do. That was more of a Peter thing, requiring the kinds of sentimental thought processes Peter was prone to.

( 'So -- what do you think?' )

Previous parts:
Lightning in an empty cup
The clawfoot bathtub
These matters of security
Such a cautious display
Ways and means
Sunshine and red plastic seats

A companion mix to my current Peter/Mohinder fanfiction series, now lovingly referred to as and listed under tag Coffee stains and teacups. These are the songs I've been writing each individual story to; they're more about the feeling of the music than the lyrics specifically, and how they relate to the characters in any particular situation. So just consider this some mood music, or something to read by, from me to you.



( Coffee stains and teacups. )

Title: Sunshine and red plastic seats
Author: eonism
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder, Molly
Word Count: 2,283
Author's notes: Takes place after Ways and means. General season two spoiler stuff.
Summary: There were only two rules: No flying, regardless of the circumstances, and absolutely no powers in the house.

( What Mohinder did not know, he decided, definitely would not hurt him. )

Previous parts:
Lightning in an empty cup
The clawfoot bathtub
These matters of security
Such a cautious display
Ways and means

tracker_lucifer still insists that this series will end in Peter and Mohinder's big gay California wedding. That remains to be seen.

Title: Ways and means
Author: eonism
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder, Matt
Word Count: 2,102
Author's notes: Takes place after Such a cautious display. General season two spoiler stuff.
Summary: If Sylar was capable of coming back to do it a second time then he would do it again. And if Peter was going to have to kill him for it, he needed to be sure Elle was telling the truth.

( It was not that he did not trust Mohinder. )

I have two fics to post tonight. Otherwise I'll forget to post the other one tomorrow.

Also, it took the combined efforts of tracker_lucifer and myself to edit this bitch for posting. So if there's any typos left, I don't know, throw a shoe at us or something.

Title: These matters of security
Author: eonism
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder, Elle
Word Count: 3,507
Author's notes: Takes place after The clawfoot bathtub. General season two spoiler stuff.
Summary: It was not something they spent a great deal of time discussing, catching as it did in the air between them, heavy, and slipping down Peter’s spine like molasses when he watched Mohinder dress for work from under the shade stretching across his now-cold side of the bed.

( Mohinder had never lied to him about it, or about anything else for that matter. )

Title: Such a cautious display
Author: eonism
Rating: NC17
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder
Word Count: 2,802
Author's notes: Takes place directly after These matters of security. General season two spoiler stuff.
Summary: The half-eaten Chinese take-out they had ordered the hour before was left forgotten on the kitchen counter when Peter found himself drawn the lines of Mohinder’s back and the clean, warm smell of his skin.

( 'I’m sorry,' Peter murmured. )

Ten bucks for the first person to name the songs the title lyrics are from! :D Except not really.

Because I owe some people porn. And also, just look at my icon. You know you want to see them bump and grind, so don't even lie.

Title: The clawfoot bathtub
Author: eonism
Rating: NC17
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder, Molly, Matt
Word Count: 3,170
Author's notes: Takes place after Lightning in an empty cup. General season two spoiler stuff.
Summary: There were no words that Peter wanted to use to define exactly what it was that made him stay at Mohinder’s apartment night after night, and the feeling in the core of his chest that came from stealing kisses in the backseats of cabs or in bedroom doorways when no one else was around.

( But that did not make it a sex thing. )

Just for the record, I've never personally had hot gay sex in a clawfoot bathtub. But I'm willing to bet it's fun to watch.

I need a P/M icon. I deleted them all from my account during season two...hrm.

Title: Lightning in an empty cup
Author: eonism
Rating: Pg13
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder, Molly, Matt
Word Count: 1,711
Author's notes: General season two spoiler stuff, including character death.
Summary: He very well could not have liked Peter. That ship had sailed six months ago. When he had regarded Peter as a fool and Peter lashed out in his apartment at Mohinder’s offered help, and then Peter died and it made little difference that both of them had been wrong.

( There were worse things in their worlds than missed opportunities. )

Quick and fluffy. Because somebody has to write them. Even if it is me.

Title: What time we have
Author: eonism
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder
Word Count: 525
Author's notes: Post-season two. By the power of the imagination.
Summary: We’ll just have to make do with whatever time we do have.

( Not all of us have the good fortune of regenerating cells )

I literally spent the whole day doing this. Instead of, like, homework and shit. *headdesk* Because somebody out there still likes this pairing -- even if it is just me and tracker_lucifer...

A fanmix about being seperate yet together. It's that feeling of looking for the pieces you've lost, somewhere between being friends, lovers and strangers. Whatever happens next in the picture is up to you, so try not to blow it.



( If you hear me fall. )

And yes, I'm back to writing fic. Bah. Just when I'm trying to move on and get back to my Monnet fics...

You knew this was coming.

( Emo kids, in my Sims game? It's more likely than you think. )

Version 2.0. Because you can't let a bad joke die out.

( Now with 30% more emo hair. )

Revival of the long abandoned henna!plot bunny. I know, shock and awe. This started out as smut, but fell tragically short at the last minute. *kicks a pebble, hands in pockets*

Title: Sleight of hand
Author: eonism
Rating: Pg13
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense.
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder
Word Count: 907
Author's notes: Season two-ish. Completely fluffy and spoiler-free.
Summary: It was a clever sort of trick, like bending light with mirrors but better.

( 'Impressed yet?' )

Title: He might succumb to what you haven't seen
Author: eonism
Rating: Pg13 (character death, themes, violence)
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to NBC. I'm just having a laugh at their expense.
Characters/Pairings: Peter/Mohinder
Word Count: 5,033
Author's notes: Highly speculative regarding the extent of Peter's memory loss/recovery. Post-season two. Written before the season three spoilers. I regret nothing.
Summary: He was out of himself, his head in the dusty apartment across town as time passed in a slow crawl. Perhaps his heart was, too; pieces of himself strewn about the city, bound by threads of twine leading back to Mohinder’s apartment. For it, he felt somehow cold.

( He has a keen eye for what you used to be. )

Finally finished the replies to the kink prompt post. If I missed any just remind me. It's been a long couple of days...

Kink Drabbles (or, "Mohinder Does Dallas"...)

( Heroes, Bennet/Mohinder, Bondage, Nc17. )

( Heroes, Bob/Mohinder, Doggy, Nc17. )

( Heroes, Nathan/Mohinder, Handcuffs, R. )

( Metal Gear Solid, Revolver Ocelot, Guns, R. )

( Heroes, Peter/Mohinder, Sex in public, Nc17. )

Because even when riddled with pox, I still manage to write porn....Apparently....